Had a great day today. Not allowed to mention who I hung out with. However, had a nice time.
BUT, I was running off of 3-4 hours sleep and my body was feeling it. Came home, took a nap and woke
up, not just on the wrong side of the bed...
But as a different person.
Or, at least, that's what it seems like sometimes.
A twisted flip that I've become accustomed to, although, it doesn't make it any easier to deal with.
What does it feel like?
Is darkness a feeling?
I fight through it and create my own light at the end of the tunnel. If I didn't, bricks would crumble and
my foundations would become bottomless. It's a crazy battle that can go away by a night of sleep, or something that can linger for a few weeks. Only time will tell.
This is not the entry I was planning on writing. But, I write, as I feel. And this, is it. I have a ticket to fly out to Nassau, Bahamas on Thursday for a party at the Atlantis Hotel. I want to call and cancel my ticket. I want to go home and lock myself in a room (I've been gone for about 5 months now) and just ESCAPE from the WORLD for a few days. The GO GO GO helps me, but it's also the GO GO GO that ends up wearing me down and causing me to fall. Maybe it's my life's way of creating balance?
I'm a HIGHLY intense and passionate person. I'll INFECT you with my energy and carry you up a plane, when you're in my presence. But shit, steam don't last forever and a car needs to stop for gas eventually. I feel like a little church mouse. Sprinting up and down columns and scurring quickly from point A to B, beyond detection, then finding a dark corner to catch my breath as my heart continues to race a mile a minute.
Last night, was fabulous. Instead of going on a mini day road trip up north, I stayed to celebrate my friend's (Jenna) bday party. It was wonderful. I've got an superb group of friends in South Florida. THIS gang, is exceptionally special to me as it's comprised of a core set of "Conchy Joes" (White Bahamians) surrounded by a legendary set of "extras." We have a phenomenal time whenever we're together, because we're like ONE big crazy family (Well, maybe I make up most of the crazy...but that's besides the point). Close as butt cheeks and always there for each other. Always. How fab is that?
Writing, is like plucking clouds from a clear blue sky right now, so going to finish off by letting pics and a vid take the rest of the show. Night night.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
MUAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN JENNA BABY!!!!!!!!
Da birt'day girl!! (Looking at this pic, makes me smile)
Hope this vid, brings you smiles, as it did me. (As it's why I do what I do) Short, but sweet.
